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The Depression is Go

by Roger, Anxiety

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1.
I used to know the names of all the chemicals dissolved in the ocean It used to be enough for me, refracting light from a sunset in motion I used to count the stars at night, but wishing seemed so far from my station Fear and loathing brought me here, but destiny is mine for the taking And now that I am here Suddenly there’s all this time But too much living left to try It’s overwhelming me All these colors in my mind I can finally see the sky I used to march in step with those who claimed to know without really knowing I never questioned where I was but somehow, deep inside it was growing I used to count on fingers all the times I would feel like something was missing Now with nothing to hold me back, I run until another force stops me And now that we’re here Suddenly there’s no more time And only just enough to lie It’s overwhelming me Knowing how my world could be Will I finally reach the sky? Seattle skies …
2.
Take it back, wait a second Did you really mean what you said? Or is it just one more second Chance to play both sides of the end? Hideaway, where did the heroes go? Hell, this can’t be real You say a lie won’t hurt anyone That’s what you feel, maaaaan … Pass the buck, keep the money Have, have not, your bootstraps are red We’re stomping forward, no understanding Why look back when there’s so much ahead? Strip away plastic and concrete Pain that’s all too real You say a lie won’t hurt anyone Just how you feel, maaaaan …
3.
Robin 03:05
If you really have to go right now, I can't say that I blame you Barely a day goes by when I don't think about it too What keeps me here? What keeps us all here? I won't pretend that I know Because if I really knew I wouldn't need to be writing this to you The brain is a fragile thing All faulty wires, bad connections And the things it makes us feel, unreal In an instant I can fly That little voice screams "jump" and then you Color in the lines 'til it's time ... So if you really have to go right now, oh God how I'll miss you I learned all about happiness when I saw what you could do And what kept you here I guess keeps us all here If only a while Much too short of a while And then we'll have to say goodbye to you
4.
Bully 03:24
That sideways glance been sittin’ funny all day long You tell yourself you’re paranoid, but it don’t help And all the eyes fixate on you when you don’t look Giving up and getting old is not a hook But we’re all flailing Our ships are sailing We invoke the same cliches To explain why we’re so bored And all the while We burn out in style It’s a life but it’s not living And what do you know? I’m sure somebody cares a whole great goddamn deal And someone somewhere can alleviate the chill You feel when everything is pushing from all sides There’s just enough to keep away the burning tide That we’re all sailing In light that’s fading We invoke happy cliches To explain the way it is And all the while We burn out in style It’s a life but still it’s living And what do you know? So keep on flailing As ships start tailing It’s closing in all sides And I couldn’t care much less When all the while We burn out in style It’s not quite worth the living But living’s all we know
5.
Floating downstream, going this way, we do believe We know ‘cause we were told, and telling shows us weak from bold The cult of personality will reign There’s time enough to cleanse your pain And living’s just a heartbeat from the ugly truth You thought you knew It’s fine, you see the eyes, it’s in the eyes, there is no soul You hear it enough times you see your eyes and feel no hope This cult of personality brings pain Is there time enough to cleanse this stain Your life is just a heartbeat from an ugly truth They tried to skew I’ll concede a thousand days to see the sky never turn grey Like it did the other day when there was so much more to say How do we address these wounds? will be the test we’ll have to prove To the ones that come after that we did all that we could do We’ll bring the fuckers to their knees
6.
The darkness comes to swallow light, A fire burns, to fill the night With nothing left, the stars we'll roam Until the sunshine leads us home. Off into darkness we set sail Through inky black skies we'll travail Though danger's great, the path's unknown We'll travel 'til we find our home. Here at last, we've found our peace A whole new world to make believe To live within and help and hold A brand new place we call our home. Until we can reclaim our home ...
7.
I don’t wanna go home yet Fear of missing out holds me back But I’ll never get solace Playing odds against chance Pour me another round and soak me in a formaldehyde bath All the pretty ones are pretty sure it’s a never again Listen to reason, common sense is a nebulous thing So pour me another and get out of the way of the burning debris So we’re stuck here in somewhere (And I’m never going back again) Afraid we’re missing the best-of (Or the better of a worse thing) Sidling up to a new year (Another set of days to waste) Playing odds against fear Pour me another round and soak me in a formaldehyde bath All the pretty ones and demons break in choreographed dance What’s it to reason when death is a final and permanent thing So pour me another and get out of the way of my desperate pleas Some scandal, soak my head That horse you’re beating is dead I grew up and want a takeback But I’ll settle for the check I can never go home now
8.
Wasteland 04:42
Wander the wasteland of the self, I’ll ask too much of hell Stand at the precipice and ask why me? Stare at the wastelands of the stars, and wonder why we are And doesn’t it change a thing to know? Beneath this smoke-filled sky We dream, we plot our rise We’re still so very young And we don’t know squat Here at the edge of all we’ve learned, some still live on flat Earth Denying basic physics easily observed With such religious ignorance, will we ever progress? One step forward, two steps back The time for talk is done We evolve or we’re gone We’re still so very young And we won’t be long … Wander this wasteland after all, the wandering is all ...

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released October 1, 2021

Brian McElhiney - guitars, vocals
Joshua Hernandez - bass
Patrick Bedard - drums
Andrew D. Lyons - saxophone, midi sax

Produced by Andrew D. Lyons
All lyrics by McElhiney except "Seattle Skies" by McElhiney/Alec Kerr
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